Lolita ♥ Headdress

here are three lovely headdresses that i never used after i made them. please give them a new home with your lolita closet~

note ♥ if you want any of the headdresses in a different color, i can sew a new one for you, but you have to wait one week after your payment. colors that can be changed are for base headdress [white, pink, black], lace [white, pink, red, skyblue], and ribbon [white, pink, red, skyblue, black].

25cm (length) x 8cm (widest width) x 50cm (ribbons)
note ♥ the white ribbon is detachable - pin it anywhere~
RM20 + RM5 (shipping in M'sia)

28cm (length) x 8cm (width) x 50cm (ribbons)
RM20 + RM5 (shipping in M'sia)

25cm (length) x 8cm (width) x 48cm (ribbons)
RM20 + RM5 (shipping in M'sia)

extra photo showing the back of all three headdresses.

measurement ♥ the length and width stated does NOT include the lace. (measured the base headdress only.)

shipping ♥ alternatively, you can meet me at ACGC in tropicana city mall on 21-22 march 2009 for COD.

♥ sale does NOT include the blue wig. shipping fee is only for those who opt for Poslaju.
thank you for your interest ♥

「ブラック★ロックシューター」

Black ★ Rock Shooter

B★RS is my new favourite OC miku hatsune character, the result of a collaboration between RYO (music) and HUKE (character and video)! though, ironically the recent new-release vocaloid2 is megurine luka. (they even created her male counterpart already - megurine ruu! *not able to confirm his name at the moment.)

lets give a round of applause for miku, for... Black Rock Shooter (the song)!~

there is also another video version of this song which is more common, but i like the above one more. here, you can compare (i bet you dont mind listening to BRS twice)..

please dont let rayray know i fell in love with B★RS, or i'll get sucked into the Vocaloid cosplay group. me + bikini? no waaay.

B★RS、愛してる！

Black Rock Shooter lyrics

Burakku Rokku Shuutaa doko e itta no?
Kikoemasu ka?
Black rock shooter Where did you go?
Can you hear me?

Ato dore dake sakeba ii no darou
Ato dore dake nakeba ii no darou
Mou yamete watashi wa mou hashirenai itsuka yumemita sekai ga tojiru
Makkura de akari mo nai kuzurekaketa kono michi de
Aru hazu mo nai ano toki no kibou ga mieta ki ga shita
How much more do I have to shout
How much more do I have to cry
Stop it I can't run anymore The world once dreamt closes
In pitch-black darkness with no light Road that is about to collapse
That day's hope... which couldn't be here (though) I thought I saw it

Doushite
Why?

Burakku Rokku Shuutaa natsukashii kioku
Tada tanoshikatta ano koro o
Burakku Rokku Shuutaa demo ugokenai yo
Yami o kakeru hoshi ni negai o mou ichido dake hashiru kara
Black rock shooter Fond old memory
That simply pleasant (days back then)
Black rock shooter Though I can't move
(Placing) wish to the star that runs through darkness I will run just once more, so

Kowakute furueru koe de tsubuyaku watashi no namae o yonde
Yoake o idaku sora kyoukaisen made no kyori ato mou ippo todokanai
Koraeta namida ga afuresou na no ima shita o mukanaide
Tomatte shimau
Mirai o ikite itain da wakatta no omoidashite
Tsuyoku tsuyoku shinjiru no
Being scared... mutters in a quivering voice Please call my name
Sky that take in the dawn Distance to the boundary By one step, (short) to reach
Held tears are about to overflow Don't look down now
Or (I would) stop
I want to keep living the future I know (now) Remembering
Strongly... Strongly... believe this

Sou yo
Thats right

Burakku Rokku Shuutaa yasashii nioi
Itai yo tsurai yo nomikomu kotoba
Burakku Rokku Shuutaa ugoite kono ashi!
Sekai o koete
Black rock shooter (That) gentle scent
It hurts It's painful Swallowing down (those) words
Black rock shooter Pleease move these feet!
Beyond the world

Saisho kara wakatte ita koko ni iru koto o
Watashi no naka no subete no yuuki ga
Hi o tomoshite
Mou nigenai yo
I knew it from beginning That (you/I) be here
Every courage inside me
Is lighting the fire
I won't run away already

Burakku Rokku Shuutaa hitori ja nai yo
Koe o agete naitatte kamawanai
Burakku Rokku Shuutaa mite ite kureru
Ima kara hajimaru no watashi no monogatari
Black rock shooter (I am) not alone
Crying out in a voice is (all right)
Black rock shooter Will (be there to) watch
Starting from now Its my story

Wasuresou ni nattara kono uta o
Utau no
If I (ever start) to forget
I will sing this song

Note: original song by HUKE, translated lyrics by soundares. akiko (yours truly) editted the translated lyrics because i feel oh-so-superior when i correct someone else's english.

Happy Valentine's Day~

i wish to dedicate this post to everyone for a happy valentine's day! although i am not able to be with y'all today (as you are not for me.. ;-P), i hope you will have a good day ahead - filled with fun (happy moments) and laughter (disaster dates)!

friends
oh, you know i love y'all. i love you guys so much. i also know that if i publish your names here you will blush and so, you can thank me for not exposing names here. why, of course, you're welcomed! XD

best friends
melc, thanks for being my best friend for the longest time in my lifetime so far! minori, i appreciate all that you have been for me when there was nobody to be with! jerusha, its been forever since we done anything together but still, i remember you. to all my best friends (past, present and future) kept and lost, with or without me, your vday is gonna be sweet anyway.

girlfriends
when times were bad we stabbed their backs, when times were good we reaped our goods. its as good as it gets and i hope we all can share more gossips. most of you dont read my blog, except maybe kilmenyanne. fear not, after vday i'll find free time to pest you into reading my blog. may you resume complaining about my valentine date already?

boyfriend
you jumped to the end of the post to read this? c'mon, you know me better than that? *cough* will you be my valentine? けんじのばか。 same person, my second vday (i never did anything previously), two years in a row.

*throws heart-shaped confetti*

btw, this is a scheduled post. its around noon, so i should be going out for lunch now. (dont stalk me. i dont want flowers. or roses. maybe chocolates.) we're having japanese cuisine and going to the theatre. i'll be occupied over the weekends. (no stalking, and no flower stalks!) no two valentine should be the same. kthxbai.

The story about yours truly, as told by yours truly.

earlier this morning, i login to my secondary hotmail and sent a long email. (sorry melc and motr, next time i'll save you much longer ones than the already novel-length email to make it up to you.) anyway, it was addressed to as many of my coursemates as possible - about me, myself, and i. (there is only two of me.)

i hereby would like to welcome all you beloved coursemates of mine, to my reality-mixed-fantasy world. (that came out so cheesy.) i hope you enjoy your stay - because its not easy to google my life with only what you know in class about me. (plus i hardly ever blog about college or my coursemates.) here are two photos of me in music class (this is only half of my entire class coz the others took chinese writing):


the so-called press release i emailed to my coursemates:

There are those who only know me as Monica, friend and assistant course rep of m1.
There are those who only know me as Monica, crap and low-life biatch.

There are a few who only think of me as using-fake-name Monica, FBI/CIA/CSI trainee at night, TARCian at day.
There are a few who only think of me as using fake-name Monica, spy undercover as a student in TARC.

And, there are a few who know me as Monica, blogger and average teen-going-on-young-adult.

The truth is that i am also known as... Akiko Wolf.
Also, w*************89 is not my real MSN address but... m***********89@hotmail.com

Why do i want to keep myself shunned?
Because (like Blanche in A Streetcar Named Desire play) i wanted to start a new life when i enter a new place - college. however, (like Blanche trying to be demure) one thing led to another, and i realised that i am who i am - i cannot change who i have becomed today, and will always be the same Monica.
Oh, also it is because i always keep to myself even when in high school (i can get two seats to myself because i dont want to sit with anybody). i did not severe ties, but i dont keep in touch with my high school friends except for several today.

Why am i so secretive about my life?
Because its exciting to know that i may actually lead a double life! its true, (like Miley Cyrus in Hannah Montana show) i do have a double life.
First: its me as Monica - student, average, friend, part time model; basically very normal and boring.
Second: its me as Akiko - cosplayer, entrepreneur (businesswoman la), seamstress (commission by sewing), semi-artist (LOL), P.I. wannabe.

So why am i revealing my entire story now?
Because its not worth keeping something so exciting to myself! i know that when my double life is revealed, there is no more fun in it. but you know what? i have had my share of fun, and its time to let it go! also because once February holiday ends, we are in our 6th and Final semester - after this most (hopefully all) of us will be graduates - and the only way to keep in touch is to share blogs and chat on MSN? XD

So am i really a FBI/CIA/CSI (govt agent) trainee or spy?
I think i know how this idea came up - because a spy would have a double life, like i did! anyway, if i were one, did you really think i was going to tell you? (its okay, because somebody asked, i am actually very happy to hear that.) if you are worried that one of your parents hired me to spy on you, dont worry - we never bumped into each other when you went shopping, dating, hang out, clubbing, and others before, right?

So does this explain why i am late a lot, busy all the time, but somehow detached from society?
Yes, and i hope you understand too (or else i will have to tell you everything again). Monica is my primary life, Akiko is my secondary life. w*************89 is my secondary email, m***********89 is my primary email. but, i use my secondary email with my primary life, and my secondary life with my primary email. confusing? (nevermind, as long as you understand everything else.) basically, you dont see me online in MSN is because i always login to m***********89.

So is it forever i dont have FB/Friendster/etc social network profile?
Ever.

So i am a Gemini?
Duh.