Monday, 24 August 2009

Lonely In Gorgeous

YAZAGAKU FASHION SHOW

while i was waiting for my turn backstage George kept holding my hand. as my turn approached, George's grip got stronger. that moment i felt like i was the one who was holding his hand. since i met George i wanted to become stronger for myself and no one else.

but now it's different.

for George's sake, for my friends' sake, i want to be stronger.

"it's alright. leave it to me. i'll take everyone in this auditorium to paradise."



Lonely In Gorgeous lyrics

Gozen reiji tobidashita
Tobira wo kettobashite
Garasu no kutsu ga warete
DORESU (dress) mo yabureta
At twelve I run out
And kick the door
My glass shoe breaks
And my dress has ripped

Nee akirete iru deshou?
Oikakete mo konai
Namida ga afurete mou hashirenai wa
You're disgusted, aren't you?
You don't even come after me
My tears overflow and I can't run anymore

JERASHII (jealousy) kamo...SE-TSU-NA-I...!!
This might be jealousy...it's sad...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
Ima sugu mitsukete dakishimete hoshii
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
I want you to find me right now and hold me tight

HEDDORAITO (headlight) ga hikaru
...where are you Bad boy?
Ai no SUKAAFU de namida wo fuite
Nani mo mienai
The headlights shine
...where are you Bad boy?
Wipe away my tears with the scarf of love
I can't see anything

Hoshikuzu wo kaki atsume
Anata ni butsuketai
Naze kamau no?
Jibun shika aisenai kuse ni...
I want to gather stardust
And throw it at you
Why do you even bother?
You only love yourself...

Shitsuren kamo...MAJI nano...?!
This might be a lost love...are you serious...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...umaranai
Anata ga inai to karappo no sekai
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...I can't bury it
When you aren't here the world is empty

Yume no tsuzuki ga mitai
"I miss you Bad boy"
Kirameki no naka ni tojikomenaide
Kowarete shimau wa
I want to see the next part of my dream
"I miss you Bad boy"
Don't lock me up inside excitement
I'll break

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"
"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"
"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...waraenai
Nani mo iranai tada soba ni ite
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I can't smile
I don't need anything just be by my side

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...
I'm Breaking my heart
Anata ga nokoshita kirameki no hako no naka de
Kodoku wo daite ugokenai
Nani mo iranai no tada soba ni ite
Hizamazuite watashi wo mite
Ai wo chikatte
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night
I'm Breaking my heart
Inside of the box of excitement that you gave me
I hold on to my loneliness and I can't move
I don't need anything just be by my side
Kneel and look at me
And swear that you love me

Note: original song by TommyFebruary6 (Paradise Kiss OP), translated lyrics from animelyrics.com. akiko (yours truly) did not edit the translation this time.

George.

"George!"

"thank you. i felt incredible," George said.

Sunday, 9 August 2009

God Knows

this is the original japanese song which has an english version that i performed as Haruhi Suzumiya in bunny suit at DaiCon. very meaningful lyrics, so do listen to the real song by Aya Hirano. <3

i thought i'd share it here since i still have not publish a few blog updates which are still in draft. orz. so, here is a teaser!


"God Knows" Lyrics

kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
itami wo wakachiau koto sae
anata wa yurushite kurenai
I run past you with a thirsty heart.
Sorry, I couldn't do anything-
you won't even let us
share our pain with each other.

muku ni ikiru tame ni furimukazu
senaka mukete satteshimau
on the lonely rail
In order to live purely
I face your back and leave without turning back.
on the lonely rail

watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...
I'll follow you.
No matter where you are in the darkness of this bitter world
you will shine,
and exceed the limits of the future.
To prevent your spirit from being broken because of your weakness
you converge with my way.
Now, God bless us...

todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
genjitsu tokashite samayou
aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
anata e afuredasu Lovin' you
I send my now passionate feelings-
they melt reality, then just hover there suspended.
There's no reason for me wanting to see you.
I pour my feelings into you, lovin' you

semete utsukushii yume dake wo
egakinagara oikakeyou
for your lonely heart
Let's at least imagine only beautiful dreams,
as we chase after them
for your lonely heart

yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
watashi kakugo shiteru
kurai mirai datte
tsuyoku natte unmei kaerareru kamo ne
my wish kanaetai noni
subete wa God knows...
Stop it, lying isn't like you.
Look into my eyes and let's speak of what will be.
I'm prepared-
even for a bleak future.
Become strong and you might even be able to change fate, you know.
Though I want my wish to be granted,
God knows everything...

anata ga ite watashi ga ite
hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
kizuato nazoru
You're here, and I'm here-
all the others have disappeared.
By sketching the beauty of our fleeting dream,
we're just tracing our scars

dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...
So, I'll follow you.
No matter where you are in the darkness of this bitter world
you will shine,
and exceed the limits of the future.
To prevent your spirit from being broken because of your weakness
you converge with my way.
Now, God bless us...

Note: original song by Aya Hirano (Haruhi Suzumiya), translated lyrics from animelyrics.com. akiko (yours truly) did not edit the translation this time.

wgfai as Kyon; akiko as Haruhi.