Determination!「決定！」

today i was listening to Yui's new single entitled Hello (featured in Paradise Kiss live action movie releasing in Japan in June 2011 - right next to my birthday!) and suddenly i got all gung-ho again to complete one of my most difficult, complicated, elaborated, expensive, (insert more adjectives), and secretive cosplay project:

Yukari "Caroline" Hayasaka

Paradise Kiss by Ai Yazawa

...and today, i reveal that project of mine because i want to make it a reality! i have full and renewed determination and i wish to debut this version at Comic Fiesta (December 2011) to cosplay Yukari in the grand prix gown that would make (my favourite character) George proud~

My Top 5 Treat List

cosplayer + lolita + fangirl + shopaholic + devoted netizen = you know what i want. *wink*

those who saw my tweet which said that i was in Low Yat Plaza very recently, here's why - kclee and i were browsing for a nice little something, specially for yours truly. follow my top 5 treat list countdown to find out what it is!

Number 5 -

Lonely In Gorgeous

YAZAGAKU FASHION SHOW

while i was waiting for my turn backstage George kept holding my hand. as my turn approached, George's grip got stronger. that moment i felt like i was the one who was holding his hand. since i met George i wanted to become stronger for myself and no one else.

but now it's different.

for George's sake, for my friends' sake, i want to be stronger.

"it's alright. leave it to me. i'll take everyone in this auditorium to paradise."



Lonely In Gorgeous lyrics

Gozen reiji tobidashita
Tobira wo kettobashite
Garasu no kutsu ga warete
DORESU (dress) mo yabureta
At twelve I run out
And kick the door
My glass shoe breaks
And my dress has ripped

Nee akirete iru deshou?
Oikakete mo konai
Namida ga afurete mou hashirenai wa
You're disgusted, aren't you?
You don't even come after me
My tears overflow and I can't run anymore

JERASHII (jealousy) kamo...SE-TSU-NA-I...!!
This might be jealousy...it's sad...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
Ima sugu mitsukete dakishimete hoshii
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
I want you to find me right now and hold me tight

HEDDORAITO (headlight) ga hikaru
...where are you Bad boy?
Ai no SUKAAFU de namida wo fuite
Nani mo mienai
The headlights shine
...where are you Bad boy?
Wipe away my tears with the scarf of love
I can't see anything

Hoshikuzu wo kaki atsume
Anata ni butsuketai
Naze kamau no?
Jibun shika aisenai kuse ni...
I want to gather stardust
And throw it at you
Why do you even bother?
You only love yourself...

Shitsuren kamo...MAJI nano...?!
This might be a lost love...are you serious...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...umaranai
Anata ga inai to karappo no sekai
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...I can't bury it
When you aren't here the world is empty

Yume no tsuzuki ga mitai
"I miss you Bad boy"
Kirameki no naka ni tojikomenaide
Kowarete shimau wa
I want to see the next part of my dream
"I miss you Bad boy"
Don't lock me up inside excitement
I'll break

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"
"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"
"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...waraenai
Nani mo iranai tada soba ni ite
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I can't smile
I don't need anything just be by my side

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...
I'm Breaking my heart
Anata ga nokoshita kirameki no hako no naka de
Kodoku wo daite ugokenai
Nani mo iranai no tada soba ni ite
Hizamazuite watashi wo mite
Ai wo chikatte
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night
I'm Breaking my heart
Inside of the box of excitement that you gave me
I hold on to my loneliness and I can't move
I don't need anything just be by my side
Kneel and look at me
And swear that you love me

Note: original song by TommyFebruary6 (Paradise Kiss OP), translated lyrics from animelyrics.com. akiko (yours truly) did not edit the translation this time.

George.

"George!"

"thank you. i felt incredible," George said.